The Last Thing I Said To you...

I hate you..
I was joking of course.. but there was some truth in it.
I hate you.
I hate that you have the ability to make me feel like this.
I hate you, for not wanting me.
I hate you for making her happy.
I hate you for making me want you.
I hate you for loving me only as a sister.
I hate you for being unreachable.
I hateyouIhateyouIhateyou...
But what I hate the most?
Me, I hate me- how I could let myself hurt so much over you... god I wish you knew how I felt.