I suppose there's some kind of apathy here.
some detrimental deafening silence. something evil that lingers between my heart and your words.
I guess there is always a reason for letting people disappear from your life, and my god am I afraid. Why is there no reason to try anymore? because you and your soul mate have disappeared from my life, because all the things that matter don't?
I'm not dealing with the pain like I should be, I just want out.
I want to be alone.