What?

Hang on, what? where is that strong sense of desire? where's the pain when you spoke about her? where's the butterflies when I told someone new about you tonight? where's the longing to hold you, to take you in my arms, to kiss you, to feel you, to be you? where is it? where is the sense of worthlessness because you don't want me? Where's the jealousy? where is all the things that made me hurt for you?