Friday, August 12, 2011

Scared.

I'm scared, scared scared scared scared. so fucking scared. I didn't see it coming. what if there was a chance for us? what if she ruined it. i'm scared. so scared. so scared... help. I'm so afraid. I feel like something inside me is breaking.
I want him.
I want him and I was going to have him. I was going to do things i'd never done . I was prepared, I was starting to gain confidence. I was going to hold him. I wanted him. I want him.
She's got him .
she's got him in the palm of her hands with her lying bullshit.
oh how i hope she's lying.
someone save me.
please.
i'm scared. so scared.
I need to get away.
I'm so fucking afraid,

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